Sorry for the long rant. I didn't intend for all of this to be so long, but we have 17 years of history here.


There are also certain instigators and enablers from these forums who are making the situation worse. These people KNOW Martin is disturbed and unhinged. They try to weaponize that by sending him emails encouraging his behavior, making him feel like all of it is sane and justified.

This neveragain39 clown is a good example. He knows Martin is a huge head case, but he is a creepy weirdo who posted my family's personal info twice, for literally no reason. He's been lurking here for a decade ever since, and routinely emails Martin trying to get him angry and on the warpath. This guy uses an ancient iPad to browse PFA (never a computer), so I'm guessing he is another life fuckup who perhaps identifies with Martin's struggles.

There are others who do the same thing. Some of them do it out of dislike for me, where they manipulate Martin and pretend they're his friend, and tell him that his rage is justified. Others are just miserable trolls who enjoy seeing Martin wreak havoc. None of them are really his friend. They just pretend to be. Martin is unfortunately too gullible to see this.

None of these people confront me directly, but rather quietly email or text Martin and hope he does their dirty work by proxy. Very manipulative. If Martin ever does read this, hopefully he will finally get through his thick head what's really going on.



Believe it or not, the presence of these assholes is what bothers me a lot more than Martin himself. We all know what Martin is. He's a bipolar alcoholic who has been long angry at the world. He doesn't present as normal, and he has never hidden his feelings about me. These other snakes are people I've never harmed or even feuded with, yet for some reason they take joy in seeing me and my family harassed. Think of that tbuck27 guy who just died. I never did anything to him, and in fact saved the guy's account on NWP from being unfairly banned. In the final 7 months of his life, he started harassing me on Twitter, yet hid who he was and how I knew him -- something I only learned thanks to BCR figuring it out after he died. tbuck27 had nothing to do with Martin, but he's the perfect example of someone I never would have imagined harassing/threatening me, but indeed that's exactly what he did in his final days.

I really wonder what drives some of these snakes to act the way they do. I think that perhaps it's because NWP attracted kind of a fringe element, and while there were many good people who were part of that crowd, there were a lot of unstable and disturbed characters. Some of them are/were good at hiding it, but eventually it bubbles to the surface. Because I'm the de factor "leader" of this former NWP community now, the vitriol is most often aimed at me.

I wish these type of people would either go away, or message me, tell me who they are, and discuss their issues directly. But I guess it's easier to find a bipolar monkey like Martin, and use him as their tool of chaos.

Very disappointing.