I’ve been delving deep into quantum physics and the scope of our universe

listening to podcasts non stop about reality as we know it

James Webb telescope revelations about this vast cosmos and just how insignificant our lives are in the grand scheme of things

I’ve been so immersed in distancing myself from ego its hard to explain

the state of humanity why are we fighting why so much evil

Gaza and Ukraine and the rise of AI its all too much

I just want us all to hang out and have fun and appreciate this beautiful planet we all share

seems like humanity as a collective is moving in the wrong direction and its so deeply disturbing

I know I’m not alone

almost made it a year sober but all this chaos in the world made me snap

I’m gonna keep fighting not surrendering just trying to figure out this weird ass experience called life