What could possibly make someone so horrible as me?

Seven years ago I lost my only daughter/child.

You can fill in the blanks but the marriage and having a reason to get up were the first two casualties.

I still can't believe I wake up everyday. I have just committed to getting long term help. Only so I might help someone else at some time

Sorry doesn't cut it but there you have it

BTW, these therapists are a laugh factory. But I'll give it another go