Originally Posted by
limitles
What could possibly make someone so horrible as me?
Seven years ago I lost my only daughter/child.
You can fill in the blanks but the marriage and having a reason to get up were the first two casualties.
I still can't believe I wake up everyday. I have just committed to getting long term help. Only so I might help someone else at some time
Sorry doesn't cut it but there you have it
BTW, these therapists are a laugh factory. But I'll give it another go
so suddenly after almost 2 decades of being an incorrigible drunken angry prick (WAY longer than 7 years)…
you make this pathetic public declaration that you ‘lost’ your daughter (allegedly)
guess what William…
LIFE IS HARD
most people internalize their grief, or seek counseling, or turn to God after suffering a tragic loss
but not you
you ‘lost’ your daughter, (allegedly) and yet according to your demented fucked up delusional logic, that somehow justifies you being a horrible person and your chronic alcoholism
what a WEAK, FRAIL, and GUTLESS human being
100% there are many other people on this forum who have experienced much worse emotional pain and catastrophic loss
but they reach down deep and find the strength to keep moving forward
your daughter (if you ever even had one) was probably a fucking whore anyway and much better off without you
did she off herself because daddy was a drunken psychotic prick ?